DiscoBlaziken

Sorry about all the negativity again but I've got a lot going on and I just need somewhere to put it so I can organise my thoughts. I'm very stressed. Like SO stressed. I've had loads of important stuff to do i.e. phone calls, paperwork, forms etc., my relationship is going a bit shit, no one wants to hang out with me, my family are really critical lately, but mostly I'm in the shit financially and it's ruining me. It's that time of year again where I've got 5 friends' birthdays in 2 weeks and I have to buy a load of new shit for uni and there's no way I can afford to do it all. On top of all that, I'm supposed to be seeing my two best frien

So my first journal entry isn't a positive one. Really sorry about that. You don't even have to read it, I just need to vent and put my thoughts into words. Okay so my uni friends keep meeting up without me. Like it sounds like a really dumb thing to get upset about 'cause I'm an adult and it's just people seeing other people, but my issue is with the specific group of people meeting up. Basically, I have this one friend who constantly overshadows me. I've never met anyone so similar to me ever, like the only difference is that I'm a massive introvert and she's an extrovert (also the drugs. drugs r bad donut do them), so naturally we enjoy e